Please Excuse me

I'm in love with Lights. She is  a good singer. Wow....
recently I just keep replay her music, esp Savior (acoustic). it was so great.

actually, I'm done with the midtest for this week. I can breath for a moment and preparing for the next week.
I dunno. people are a social creatures. and I'm confuse right now. How could I react like that.
When my friend done something to me... trying to keep a distance with me... My left part of my upper body get the feeling like.. kinda hurt, what that's make me confuse, why it is become so hurt? It makes all my attention just focus on that matter. This making me crazy.. I'm not thinking clear. I can't.

The more I try to forget, the more I remember. Guess that must be the prove of some phrase like:
"when you (almost) losing something, you will realized that something is important"